Welcome to The change ; Happy New Year

It was the night of new year that I resolved that I would definitely change my attitude even to those I use to make myself conditioned to be someone I lost past year. I can prove this as I resolved some differences left with few I was living with apart from my family here. Now what more as this new year seems to be quite digital  in the concept of let say writing the first date 01-01-11 ; I love it . Thinking if I was capable of making some mobile jammer  to get rid of these midnight lovebirds breaking mine piece of peace. Now Another twist arrives as I have to complete my  data mining and warehouse concept building making me read genetic algorithm and ofcourse clustering algorithms I have reading since last two days . One of my colleage  says just a few hours ago that his communication skills has been graved from a professional high , his allegations about he was kept in a atmosphere surrounded by not polite words .Is it  really needful  to switch the mode ? I think the new answers yes ! , and I am going to follow as language is never a hard thing as its just what I enjoy its like inventions arranging  letters oh not letters otherwise u gonna to b misspelt ,words ,texts etc. to give ur sense to everything  inside and around you . Being sensible along with being sensitive was what I learnt quite days back  , n wanted to tell some here and I gave him along with the new year wish . This was the last teaching of mine as I also have resolved to stop giving sermons as those are given from the elevations or the mount . Now let me have some Darwinism here , he says human or complex beings could be created or improved if they go through the process of random trials , reproduction and selection , since I can't be reproduced again so I have the option of random trials and mutation through which I am going through . So I think I would be improved this year .

A nuclear of inspiration

मैं हूँ उनके साथ,खड़ी जो सीधी रखते अपनी रीढ़

कभी नही जो तज सकते हैं, अपना न्यायोचित अधिकार
कभी नही जो सह सकते हैं, शीश नवाकर अत्याचार
एक अकेले हों, या उनके साथ खड़ी हो भारी भीड़
मैं हूँ उनके साथ, खड़ी जो सीधी रखते अपनी रीढ़

निर्भय होकर घोषित करते, जो अपने उदगार विचार
जिनकी जिह्वा पर होता है, उनके अंतर का अंगार
नहीं जिन्हें, चुप कर सकती है, आतताइयों की शमशीर
मैं हूँ उनके साथ, खड़ी जो सीधी रखते अपनी रीढ़

नहीं झुका करते जो दुनिया से करने को समझौता
ऊँचे से ऊँचे सपनो को देते रहते जो न्योता
दूर देखती जिनकी पैनी आँख, भविष्यत का तम चीर
मैं हूँ उनके साथ, खड़ी जो सीधी रखते अपनी रीढ़

जो अपने कन्धों से पर्वत से बढ़ टक्कर लेते हैं
पथ की बाधाओं को जिनके पाँव चुनौती देते हैं
जिनको बाँध नही सकती है लोहे की बेड़ी जंजीर
मैं हूँ उनके साथ, खड़ी जो सीधी रखते अपनी रीढ़

जो चलते हैं अपने छप्पर के ऊपर लूका धर कर
हर जीत का सौदा करते जो प्राणों की बाजी पर
कूद उदधि में नही पलट कर जो फिर ताका करते तीर
मैं हूँ उनके साथ, खड़ी जो सीधी रखते अपनी रीढ़

जिनको यह अवकाश नही है, देखें कब तारे अनुकूल
जिनको यह परवाह नहीं है कब तक भद्रा, कब दिक्शूल
जिनके हाथों की चाबुक से चलती हें उनकी तकदीर
मैं हूँ उनके साथ, खड़ी जो सीधी रखते अपनी रीढ़

तुम हो कौन, कहो जो मुझसे सही ग़लत पथ लो तो जान
सोच सोच कर, पूछ पूछ कर बोलो, कब चलता तूफ़ान
सत्पथ वह है, जिसपर अपनी छाती ताने जाते वीर
मैं हूँ उनके साथ, खड़ी जो सीधी रखते अपनी रीढ़
                                                                           - Harivansh Rai Bachchan

there is a quite difference between being obsesed and motivated

The reading and only reading the text books continues  rather than using  the concepts somewhere .This remains continuously in me to do something not much but atleast like completing all what I often get invoked as ideas.In the preparatory days of my 7th end sem the delay has caused me to see two movies "the social network and The pirates of the silicon valley" both were mind blowing infact I liked the social network more.The Ass holism which the people showed was fabulous , fantastic mindblowing but at the same time they were great in themselves like : Mark Zuker - great programmer and  a nerd ; Steve Jobs and his colleague were excellent at boards and ICs . What I picked up was that it wasn't Harvard or Berkeley which led them to make the work which the people follow but their attitude and the fanaticism  to their work is quite inspiring .The facebook is quite addictive atleast causes youngsters to be busy apart being finding porn sites.  Atlast now what m I great at " I am good at transforming  problems into objects."

happy independence day

Indeed today is again the same independence day which I have been celebrating since my childhood either by participating in flag hoisting , programs  or parades . It had been a wonderful experience but this time when everyone around me was wishing each other this days arrival , I realized that when we look this day as a festival , this celebration reminds us to not take this freedom in granted as it was a result of a glorious but not bloodless and easy revolution as of our imperialists(British) . This day should be surely taken as a day to be self dependent ,self confident where there is no need and no place of blame game . "Our freedom can be compared  to a birth process where it is not mere a delivery process for a mother its something only she suffers happily ,and now each year this baby grows  celebrates his birthday ,if this baby becomes a good man lives in harmony keep loving his mother than I don't think he needs to do anything more ".
                                                    -jai hind